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Sunday 30 June 2013

THE LIGHT

It's never too dark a place  that a small candle can't light,One day in my life, I finally learned to live,
It took a long time,I was 42,
Troubles, snags, despair, pain,
Darkest ocean and the darkest night,
Taught me to be humble, patient and polite.
A sea of forces, countless souls,whispered the word of hope,
A single flame managed to  light the gloom,
At least it flickered, showed the way,
So, I accepted my sorrows and now I am living a new life.

Thursday 20 June 2013

TO MY LOVE!

You stole my heart with just one look,
Our souls go centuries bound in a streaming brook,
I identify with your pain, I have similar feelings too!
I want to hold you in my arms forever and keep on loving you,
You are my dazzling star, constantly shining on the horizon,
Oh! What a strange relationship between you and me,
It has no name, we do not have a future together,
Yet, to feel you close in my heart, as we dance together the dance of joy,
One stolen moment, is all I want from you!
Just one kiss, an embrace and I would feel whole again,
Destiny dictates that we stay apart!
Still, these feelings keep on coming in my heart!

Tuesday 11 June 2013

MY JOURNEY TOWARDS WISDOM-PART -2

From that moment on, my life changed dramatically. I became a very compassionate and kind person.I started blessing random people whom I met in my every day life, my net friends.Till today, I pray for all Humanity, every day.I accept other people without judgement.I forgave my enemies and moved on.I developed patience while interacting with people and in my every day life.It is a strange fact that when I tried to seek wisdom, it eluded me, but when I had given up hope, wisdom came to me in torrents!
Now, I am continuously learning new positive things every day.Life teaches many lessons, provided we are willing to learn from them.I gain inspiration from seeing people in trouble, handicapped or old and sad world events.Even sign boards which I cone across while I am driving, inspire me!I understand their hidden meaning and learn from them!
So, in a nutshell this is my life which I have shared with you all. I find my story incredible and  feel amazed that it happened to me!God has redeemed me in so many ways!20 years of pain are replaced by 1 year of intense happiness , joy and contentment.
I pray to God to bless everyone, lessen your burdens,may you all see your personal rainbow coloring your sky Sadness and joy are the cycles of life, we all go through this process.Never give up on life, who knows your miracle might be around the corner
THE QUESTION I WANT TO ASK IS THIS:
If I made it, despite so many set backs, can't you?
Thank you for taking the time to read my story.I hope you gained inspiration out of it.It will make me feel blessed to know that I inspired you through my words- Love and peace to all!

MY JOURNEY TOWARDS WISDOM- PART 1

All my life, I have been searching for an achievement to call my own. Due to the fact that I was constantly abused and put down, called mad by Saad, I ended up believing him.-my self- esteem shattered.At first, I used to think that God had done a mistake for giving me life.I used to wonder how much worthless I was, I felt horrible.I felt depressed for a long time.I read many self- help books during that time in the hope that at least some positive facts will sink in, all to no avail.
Then, a miracle happened.Last year, I forgave Saad truly from my heart for all the hurt he had caused me.I also forgave myself for my imperfections and accepted my past events. For the first time in my life in my life I felt an incredible peace descend upon me.Then, a miracle happened.Last year, I forgave Saad truly from my heart for all the hurt he had caused me.I also forgave myself for my imperfections and accepted my past events. For the first time in my life in my life I felt an incredible peace descend upon me. It took a lot of crying, but finally, I was ready to start the next chapter of my life.I let go of all the anger, bitterness and resentment festering in my heart.

Saturday 1 June 2013

MY EYES!

So many people on all my sites have commented about my eyes, so I wrote the following poem.Are my eyes full of pain or hope? I do not know myself, but I have written my thoughts about them!

My eyes have something about them,
Difficult to explain, yet full of wisdom,
They have seen an eternity of darkness,
I have shed a million tears in detail and sharpness,
I have experienced the depths of despair.
My eyes, the window to my soul,
It is a strange fact, they make me whole.
Torrid rivers, freezing glaciers, the shattering of broken dreams and fears,
I stumble and fall, yet I pick myself up everytime,
This journey is still left incomplete, I look forward to shine,
See my eyes, they are still full of hope, a radiant light,
You know me, we are connected, in my heart, you always shine bright.
                                                                                                  TAZEIN